Everything Feels Hectic… But That’s Kinda the Point

Everything feels a bit chaotic right now — not in a bad way, just full-on. Ideas keep landing out of nowhere, and I’m constantly trying to keep up. Half the time I’m teaching myself things I never imagined I’d be doing, like trying to master a sewing machine without breaking it in the first five minutes. Progress is slow, but it’s happening.

Ever since the Villa Park day, things have shifted. That one moment lit a fire under everything, and now it feels like there’s no going back — in the best possible way.

I’m already looking ahead to the next one. Hopefully this weekend. I’ve got the game picked, I know exactly where I want to be — I’m just waiting on a couple of details to fall into place before I can lock it in. As soon as I know, I’ll share it.

Right now it’s just me, juggling designs, planning events, learning new skills on the fly, and trying to keep all the plates spinning. It’s hectic. No real structure. No perfect blueprint. Just raw graft and a lot of heart.

But that’s alright. That’s how this started in the first place. One step, one idea, one spark at a time.

Onwards.